M-I-C-K-E-Y....M-O-U-S-E......time to say goodbye

Right now I've finally decided it's time to close down the house, put the cover sheets over the furniture, turn off the gas line, and close the drapes over the windows. It's time to turn off the lights and leave my Kokonut Pundit blog, probably for good, so that I can focus on other things right now and into the future that will require more of my attention over time. But the house will be still here should I come back, if ever, and turn on the lights. Never say never as I would say but it's really time to close shop.

It has been 3 years, 4 months, 18 days to this last day since I started blogging back on October 22, 2004. I knew that someday that my blogging will end one day. I made my mark and a good mark at that. You have gotten to know me in so many ways while others continue to get it wrong. I have posted 1302 blogs in 1236 days ranging from politics, deaf-related issues, sports, technology, multitudes of interviews, geology and the environment about idiots who actually think the world gonna boil over causing sea-level to rise 20 feet in our lifetime thinking carbon dioxide is the culprit (never mind that 99.96% of all greenhouse gases in the atmosphere are made up other gases other than carbon dioxide). But the idiocy and the madhouse will continue (both deaf and hearing) while I continue to keep my critical thinking skill, common sense and sanity fully intact.

One of my favorite book, "Fermat's Enigma," (I read it twice already) contains a favorite quote of mine which happens to be a simple concluding quote from a now famous mathematician of today, Andrew Wiles, who solved a 350 year old Fermat's Last Theorem that have frustrated the best mathematical brains for over 350 years. After solving his life long puzzle that began in his early childhood when he came across the theorem he concluded in his 1993 lecture after showing to his audience step by step on how he solved Fermat's Theorem with his now famous quote to his rapt and overwhelmed audience: "I think I'll stop here".

So, in Andrew Wiles' words I will say the same thing here on my Kokonut Pundit blog, I think I'll stop here. And cease my blogging adventure.

Just a friendly reminder tho, I'll be watching and taking notes in the blogosphere and internet-land while I continue to do thing I love to do and that is to do researching. And for those who wish to make your last comments here, please keep it civil and none of the 5 year old kiddie remarks that will surely be reflective of who you are as a person which would be that 5 year old potty mouthed kid. Though I plan to contribute my comments in other blogs from time to time when I feel it's necessary but for now, I bid adieu!



And as a post script, here is my last post about my hearing loss and my growing up. This is my last blog.


A Well Adjusted Orally and Mostly Aurally Trained Deaf/HH Person.


Growing up I had so much fun. Much of my memories stem from the many hearing (and some deaf/hh) friends I had in schools and neighborhood while growing and the many sports I participated in. As a kid I had two soccer championships (SEAA ELKs), two little league baseball championships, wrestling trophies in which in one final wrestling event I took 2nd place in my weight category, took tumbling, basketball and swimming. In middle school I continued to play soccer and basketball. And in high school took track for short while before I began my odyssey in weightlifting starting in the 10th grade as a 15 year old kid who weighed a mere 112lbs. After high school I continued with my weightlifting which gave way to powerlifting contests and finally my first ever strongman competition in which I placed 3rd back in 2006 weighing in at 191 lbs (see photo of me lifting nearly 800 lbs at 188lbs...yep, that's me back in June 2007). It was a twenty-five year span that seemingly took forever. Before that I took up a Japanese martial arts called Aikido for several years beginning in 1997 and came within one belt of getting a black belt but I decided to put it all on hold to try my hands on competing in a strongman event before it was too late. It was fun. And I'll never know what's lurking around that next corner might be for me. Such is life.

Of course, all of these sports events were "hearing" sporting events but even the teams and coaches never discriminated against anyone or me and allowed all to participate, even those who were in wheelchairs such as in one strongman competition I competed in. I have never remembered a time when I was put on the side line just because of my deafness or if people tried to discriminate me because of hearing loss saying that I am unable to participate. Balderdash! Not once did that ever happen. I even made the baseball team at Gallaudet University during a try out and I was to be placed either as 2nd base or short-stop because of my excellent ability in fielding balls and batting. But I dropped the offer so I could finish my schooling at Gallaudet instead and continue with my goal to attend graduate school afterwards. I just wanted to see if I could make a college sports team and sure enough I had the skill to do so and never doubted it. But I was more interested in using my time to study than to play sports that could take up too much of my time and away from studies, internships and classes at both Gallaudet University and George Washington University. Gallaudet University yield lots of good memories (and some really strange ones, too, even idiotic ones) and even enjoyed my time so much while as a graduate student at University of Idaho while raising a family with one daughter and then two daughters before graduating. From there on, more memories were made in while working in my career as a hydrologist. What's next in my life? Who knows?

But my biggest fondness of the time while growing up had to be the neighborhood street games like street baseball with my hearing neighbors. Others were the high school marching band competitions, the piano lessons beginning at age 7 (and I continue to play the piano to this day), violin lessons in the 4th grade, drumming, symphonic band, teaching myself how to play the saxophone well enough to play in a middle school band and the many hiking, camping and fishing adventures in the forests of Washington and Oregon with my parents and friends. But I grew up differently unlike many other deaf people who may have struggled much more to speak or listen with the help of their hearing aids. My hearing aids benefited me so much people don’t even realized just how much, especially among some of those in the Deaf community. Early intervention was the key to my success, orally and especially aurally, and with lots of dedication from my Mom and Dad to help me along and become successful.

Early on I was placed in an oral school called Birney Elementary School in Tacoma, Washington which was several miles away from my home on South Thompson Street. I was there for about 4 years until the 2nd grade. I was soon transferred to a more “mainstreamed” school in the 3rd grade. But by then I was increasingly becoming annoyed with my speech therapist constantly going over the “r” and “w” letters of which I already knew it was a “problem” area of mine. So I rebelled from doing any more speech therapy sessions. I knew I would eventually get it correct on my own. My mother knew this, too, and decided to finally put a stop to these speech sessions (some therapists simply didn’t know how to do it right with my mother watching in disbelief) and put me into a regular school without any mainstream programs knowing full well that my area of listening and speech was good enough for her to feel confident that I had what it takes to go to a regular public school. She was right. That was in the 4th grade, a breakout point of monumental proportion proving that I had what it took to go to a regular school. I never looked back starting at the 4th grade at age 10 years old.

I continued my upward ways as a “hard of hearing” kid from there on out. All the way up to the 12th grade attending regular classes and getting my usual A’s and Bs in school. I graduated at age 18 taking pride of the fact that it was a huge accomplishment for me despite my hearing loss. With the help of my hearing aid it made a world of difference to me. It made the difference even while I went to Gallaudet University, George Washington University and eventually my graduate school University of Idaho. Sometimes people just do not see the impact hearing technology has had on me allowing me to hear all kinds of things even while I write this last blog piece listening to the cars with different engine noises and the soft “thunk thunk” of the tires running over the tar filled cracks in the street rushing by me as I sit outdoors enjoying the warm New Mexico sun on my face. Some people just do not realize or understand the power and joy of sound, and the ability to understand them. And the joys in talking and listening to people even though I am a person with a hearing loss that wears a hearing aid. I’m proud of this fact rather than feel embarrassed about it all. That’s laughable. So many people have tried to impart a certain guilt over me that I should not talk about those things and say I should be more like them or act like them rather than being who you are as a person despite your preferences. But many have no idea that I am not alone in what I can do and do well. There is no simple demarcation or line for me to stand one one side or another. Their are many people who are like me who do just fine and dandy, even without the need for ASL or sign language. Isn't technology great?

Being somewhat an “orally-trained” kid very early on I definitely became that well adjusted kid growing up who did extremely well aurally so. That’s indisputable. I became that well adjusted person - emotionally, intellectually and even culturally among the hearing people. I knew all long what my identity was while as a teenager and well into my adulthood even while I made Deaf friends at Gallaudet University and afterwards. I take pride in my identity. I take pride knowing who I am while I continue to make new friends along the way (both deaf and hearing whether they know signs or not, prefer to speak and listen). My life wasn’t a “struggle” but it consisted of one challenge after another succeeding each time. One rung at a time on a ladder, I faced it each time and moved myself higher. I didn’t run away from it. Instead I sought to improve and expand myself rather than use the past as a crutch by blaming deafness or other people for my so-called “hardship.” Or have that defeatist and negative attitudes saying that things are just “too hard” or whine that “it’s a waste of time.” Negative thinking breeds negative results. It's not about perfection but because the person WANTS to do it. That's the difference. You have to want it. You don’t know until you try. You just do it. And if you’re comfortable with who you are as a person with a hearing loss then that is all that matters. If you’re confident with your identity no matter what that might be then that is all that matters. No amount of huffing or puffing from people on the other side will make a difference in saying that you do not have an identity. Doing so just simply makes them look puerile and selfish. I cherish my identity. I know who I am. People have no right to put words in my mouth or into others saying they do not really have an identity. They may not say it outright but some do so simply by reading between the lines they write. Nobody "owns" other people's identity or have a corner market on what a "true" identity is like. Doing so presumes too much and is nothing more than bile ego to say such things.

My journey is not about my deafness, it’s about a journey that makes me….me. It’s a personal journey of mine and not about a “Deafhood” one since deafness is not what identifies me that makes me...me...but my life, my experiences, my preferences to talk and listen, my family and kids, my sports, my writing, my career, and the challenges that I faced such as forest fire fighting or strongman competition. Everything rolled into one. My true identity is who I am, and not what other people say that I ought to be as. Doing so makes them that selfish bunch of people by denying mine or others their very existence that makes us…us. Some people value their loss of hearing and culture while many others value their hearing and their own culture.

Over the years as a blogger on Kokonut Pundit many others saw me as a role model as a deaf/hh person either in their emails to me or in their own blogs. I am grateful and humbled by those people who see me for who I am and not what they want me to be as and be that selfish person. I intend to continue being that role model and let people know that deaf and hard of hearing people can do anything….even hear and speak.

Once more, I bid adieu. Take comfort in the fact that you have somebody who can be a supporter for you. If you ever need someone to speak up for you, send me an email and I will stand before a podium with a microphone and project my voice into the audience if need be. If you need support or guidance, contact me and I’ll do what I can. If you want to talk to me over the phone and yak give me a call. I'm available. If you want to meet me, let me know and I can either talk with you or sign with you. But it's time to say goodbye and that everybody belongs and feel welcomed no matter what! Just like in the heyday song of Mickey Mouse.

I’ll be here.

Watching, waiting…..and listening.

Separating Facts From Fantasy

Why is the author of Deaf Anthology writing up fictional stories about CI and kids with CIs who are somehow terminally depressed enough to kill their own parents, friends or whatever like this fictional story emblazoned at the top of one Deaf blog page "SHOCKING NEWS: CI DEAF CHILDREN KILLED THEIR PARENTS IN LOS ANGELES, DEAF ANTHOLOGY EXCLUSIVE! " ? Despite the clear warning that all Deaf Anthology blogs are fictional and the warning is prominently displayed at the very top of the blogsite, even that wasn't enough to get the readers' attention, some actually believed that the story was true (read the comments, you'll get a kick out that). The story was either so believable or repugnant to readers the fictional story ended up being taken down by the blog author.

I guess because so many people objected to it and that it was starting to become a rumor (scroll down until you see the yellow highlight) on the internet? Who knows exactly why this fictional story was taken down. But the question I have is that are some people simply desperate to try and paint a bad picture about cochlear implants and the people who wear them in the form of a fictional murder story? Is this good or bad form?

Do stories like these are looked upon with a certain subtle glee hoping that these things would happen hoping it'll give them enough to make a point (and that would be anybody's guess). But in the real world when was the last time you heard about a deaf guy or a kid with a CI go on a murder rage? All I can remember in the news about a deaf or hard of hearing person committing murder crime that received a lot of press or are reported in the Deaf community are mostly by criminals who are Deaf. A crimie where a Deaf person murders another Deaf person who are either a relative, an in-law, friends, lover or a by-stander. Now, I'm not trying to be one sided but that's all I can remember. I guess stories do become sensationalist news because it's about a Deaf on Deaf crime. So, I don't know if the media are biased in reporting these stories but I suppose the guilt lies in the Deaf community for reporting these stories far and wide in their blogs and emails that enabled me to remember these specific stories.

The stories I remember are:

The Simich Jr's murders "Deaf Man (Simich) Kills Deaf Sister and Deaf Brother-in-law. Silent Murders. "

The Joseph Mesa murder case where a Deaf man murdered two Deaf classmates at Gallaudet University.

A 43 year old Deaf lesbian who murdered a Deaf woman and then hacked her body into several pieces.

And this year's murder which is actually a 27 year old murder case that was recently solved that led to the arrest of a Deaf man who officials believed he murdered his 15 year old Deaf girlfriend back in 1981.

Sure, it could be a matter of time until a deaf person with a CI commit a murder crime against a deaf, hh, Deaf or hh person. But will the Deaf blog world go on a sensationalist blog spree talking about how CIs are bad and how wearing a CI may have caused the deaf person with a CI to commit this heinous crime against a hearing, deaf, hh, or Deaf person? But just let us hope that day will NEVER happen just as we hope that we will NEVER see another Deaf on Deaf murder crime again or any deaf on deaf, hh or hearing crime.

But this Deaf Anthology thing is a blog that produces some fictional stories that squarely shows that the author is against cochlear implants. Although it is a literary expression and doesn't "mean anything" just as writing a fictional book about assassingating a current U.S. president may not "mean anything." I'm sure many people will take a jaundice view of such a novel or writing even if they claim that it doesn't "mean anything." Somehow, as it seems to me, I wonder if there is ever the possibility that some people are actually hoping that those stories will someday come true like this one here. But for now it's just a fantasy for some Deaf readers to enjoy. And I wonder how would hearing people react to those stories?

All in all, it's better to separate facts from fantasy or else people will believe just about anything even if you do have a disclaimer clearly displayed saying it's all a fantasy or fiction. Still, some people will believe what they want regardless even if the evidence is right before their eyes.

UPDATE: Despite what the Yahoo cache says it did have the disclaimer up but I was informed that there was no disclaimer at the top at the time when "CI Deaf Children Killed" was written. I suppose a disclaimer went up later as an afterthought (probably by people asking if the story was true) and the fictional story was subsequently removed for unknown reasons (but I can make a pretty good guess why).

The Economics of Deafness and Cochlear Implants

This is not my survey but a d/Deaf person who is majoring in Economics at University of Colorado.

Welcome to our survey site. Our purpose is to receive your responses as to the economic issues concerned with cochlear implant recipients.

The cochlear implant can be an expensive endeavor. Does the implant decrease or improve your quality of life? Do you like it? Do you not like it? Do you have more money or less because of the implant? Did the implant interfere or help with your college education opportunities? We examine these questions in this survey, and hope to help the academic world understand your feelings and your experience more.

This research is being done to learn more about cochlear implant users and the economic benefits, if any, that came out of it.

The aim of this study is to learn how deafness and CIs affect opportunities for education, income, skills, and your d/Deaf/HoH identity. This survey first asks questions about education, you, your background, your deafness, your implant (if you have one), and your outlook. You'll also be asked to share your experience and thoughts you may have. I appreciate very much your careful consideration of the survey questions. The main benefit to you for filling out the survey is the opportunity to share your experience with cochlear implants. With this information, audiologists and implant professionals may gain a better understanding of how to boost your or your child's experience with the implant. Final results may be published.

The survey is confidential. No names or addresses are required. So, if you are a cochlear implant wearer and want to participate in this survey then go and take the survey. Also, as a clarification, again, this survey is being done by somebody else, and not by me.

The Value of Cued Speech

When cued speech works.












I specifically choose these videos because they came with subtitles so that everybody can have the opportunity to understand what is being said in those videos. Subtitles are in short supply in many videos whether geared toward hearing, deaf, hard of hearing or Deaf viewers. Enjoy these videos and learn more about cueing. No attacking, please.

More cochlear implant bloggers needed in DeafRead?

Is there a need for more of these CI bloggers in Deafread? Something like Rachel's blog? For so many years there have been a chasm between those who support CI and see that it does really work very well and those who support ASL and believe CI doesn't work that well or worse. But what I have been seeing lately are more discourses and discussions on the issue of cochlear implants, some have been quite fruitful while others are a bit perverted.

I did a quick Google research using a variety of keywords associated with "Deafread."

"CI" and "DeafRead" - 10,300 references.
"cochlear implant" and "DeafRead" - 3,940 references.
"ASL" and "DeafRead" - 21,700 references
"ASL" and "deaf" - 494,000 references
"American Sign Language" - 2,250,000 references
"hard of hearing" - 2,210,000 references.
"cochlear implant" - 497,000 references.
"hearing loss" - 5,040,000 references

Interesting figures. Make what you will with those data but people deal mostly on the issue of hearing loss first rather than about Deaf culture or ASL among the 30+ million people with hearing loss in the United States.

In Jodi's blog one commenter made this comment about Harlan Lane's own attitude towards cochlear implants which is quite compelling in terms of unwillingness to acknowledge certain things and/or help promote proper discourses:

He not only refused to admit that they could work, but when my friend attended one of his lectures with his hearing, speaking deaf CI daughter and approached Lane afterwards asking him to speak with her, Lane refused. Talk about close mindedness!

Do we have these little "Harlan Lanes" running around doing the exact same thing in some of the cochlear implant blogs or even in other non-CI blogs refusing to even acknowledge those with cochlear implants can and do extremely well in the speaking and listening skill area even to the point that ASL wouldn't be a need for them? But sometimes I can't help but think that some Deaf and even hearing supporters (e.g. Harlan Lane types) have managed to somehow hurt the image of the Deaf community by their very act of narrow-mindedness and attitudes. And all people have to do is point to these instances in blogs, vlogs, newspaper clippings, and so on on what Deaf culture is like seen (to them) as unwilling, cruel, or even an unacceptable bunch of Deaf people who are against other deaf/hh people who choose an alternative preference in life other than a Deaf culture one. A case of political correctness run amok might be seen to be as one of them, too. It only takes a few bad apples to spoil the rest of the basketful of good apples to ruin the picture. Yet some deaf forums are starting to take steps to insure that those types of Deaf responses (i.e. "negative activities") are eliminated or reduced through warnings or banishments. Quite telling coming from one Deaf forum when it comes to image control. Again, all of this go to this deep, deep question of mine that I've been asking over the last two years, "unity for whom?"

UPDATE: For ya'll who may be reticent or adamant at the idea of seeing more cochlear implant bloggers (or even cued speech bloggers for that matter) in DeafRead, complain to DR editors about that. And make sure that DR will not want to welcome all deaf and hard of hearing vloggers and bloggers with open arms into the deaf/hh v/blogging community and learn from them and their perspectives on life as a deaf or hh person. Don't look to me to complain. Not cool. Look into the mirror if you want to complain about that. And for the record, I never said I was unhappy with DeafRead. Provide a few Google stats do not mean I am unhappy with DeafRead. Far from it. Although I do provide some interesting blog articles to get people to think. I, in fact, welcome all deaf, hh, Deaf people with open arms and that we are all in the same boat when it comes to communication access. Variety is the spice of life. But if you insist on being that limited group that will only open arms to those with a conditional requirement then go for it!

Cochlear Implant and Swimming..doing the impossible

Here's a cool video of how a deaf kid can wear a cochlear implant and swim in a swimming pool without it getting wet. This means diving into the water, jumping in, swimming, splashing and all that stuff. How? Take a gander at this video for this BTE cochlear implant. Thanks to the ingenuity of this kid's Dad, he can now swim and hear what people are saying. Even hear underwater. And, oh, btw, the deaf kid sounded like any other hearing kid to me. His voice sounded just great. I'll get around to it and use Overstsream to add the caption in later. But the video does provide a "screen transcript" of sort explaining the warnings and other useful information.

Enjoy.

A Keyboard-less Computer Era at Gallaudet University?

In about 5 years perhaps that just might happen according to Bill Gates as a start when computer keyboards start to phase out in favor of speech interfacing:

“In five years, Microsoft expects more Internet searches to be done through speech than through typing on a keyboard” Gates also stated that Microsoft is following up its support of UC but will use both speech and text interfaces for information access and search technologies."

Now, can you imagine Gallaudet students sitting in front of their computers at one of Gallaudet University's computer rooms 10 years down the road with nary a keyboard in sight trying to talk to a computer by asking it to look up a particular subject while doing an internet search for a homework assignment? Don't worry, even today hearing people have trouble with their OnStar computer recognition software on the simple task of saying a phone number for the car's computer to dial out. Though it's too bad that Gallaudet University does not seem to have an interest in Christian Vogler's work on his years of work on computer ASL recognition while he was at Gallaudet University. Will Gallaudet University sit around hoping ASL-recognition technology will come to them? Or will Gallaudet University be the catalyst to encourage and support on the development of ASL recognition software on their own campus instead? Five years away isn't that far off before things begin to change.


"Tea. Earl Grey. Hot." — Capt. Jean-Luc Picard

When Technology Produces a Shift in Communication Model Thinking

How interesting it is to watch people react to a certain technology being used and how it changes people’s perception for the better when it comes to communication access issues.

For example, some Deaf people are sometimes vexed on trying to be completely loyal by adhering to an “ASL-only world” in all situations versus wanting total independence when it comes to communication (i.e. ability to freely communicate with anybody even those who do not sign) and the feeling of inclusion. But they are faced with a reality that living in an “ASL-only world” is not always possible (unless you happened to live on the campus of Gallaudet University) due to numerous reasons (e.g. interpreter shortages, lack of quality interpreters, unavailable interpreter nearby, timeliness of interpreters showing up, scheduling conflicts, 3rd party “independence” or your “shadow,” hiring costs, and so on). Not all Deaf people have this access to this “ASL-only world” in every situation. One good example of how one piece of technology continues to help solve one communication situation between deaf and hearing people and that is the UbiDuo communication device. But over the last year or so there has been some fear and backlash about the UbiDuo thinking it is meant to permanently replace ASL interpreters, must have good English skills or that the device “threatens” Deaf culture.

“This is not about replacing interpreters,” Curry said. “This is about the power of face-to-face communication and the ability to strike up a conversation on the spot.”

"There is a lot of misperception that deaf people with strong (American Sign Language skills) can’t use it, 95 percent of our (UbiDuo) customers are ASL users. It doesn’t matter if your English is good or bad.” - Jason Curry (co-founder and CEO of sComm, Inc).

Now, if several hundred UbiDuo devices were sold since beginning of last year mostly to customers who are ASL users then shouldn’t that fact alone be enough to dispel the notion that using such a technology cannot destroy Deaf culture? Or that user is required to be proficient or “perfect” in the English language to use the UbiDuo? Facing the unknown can produce irrational fear. Jason reiterates his point again in his latest UbiDuo newsletter about English skills.

Some people (hearing and deaf/hard of hearing) think that ASL users can’t use the UbiDuo because of their English skills. I want to emphasize that ASL users with low level English can and do use the UbiDuo. So many clients who use ASL have made it clear to us that they are thrilled to have the ability to communicate independently and freely for themselves with hearing people. Don Garretson, a strong ASL user, made this statement: “It is not about my English, it is about me being able to talk to anyone I want on my own.” sComm is committed to giving those who are deaf or hard of hearing the power to converse independently and freely no matter what their grammar skill levels are.

Also, another shift in communication model thinking involves several hospitals, such as hospitals under the Baptist Health System Beaches in Florida, which purchased several UbiDuo devices last year to help address their “special needs communication” area. But it’s not what you think if you’re thinking about “special needs” part of it. Rather, the UbiDuo is mostly geared toward hearing patients. At first, people assumed that the device will receive little support but the reaction was the opposite. There was lots of overwhelming support for this device in the clinical area.

For example, in one hospital in Florida a staff took the UbiDuo communication device around to various in-patient and out-patient units where various staff members worked and simply placed the UbiDuo on the counter without saying a word and began typing. Every staff member from various hospital units that came into contact with the machine figured out how to operate it within a few seconds. And opened up a conversation using the communication device and showed how easy it is to use such a communication system.

Hospitals like the ones under the Baptist Health Systems Beaches are now exploring additional applications for the UbiDuo for vented patients (intubated patients for breathing but talking is impossible), closed head injury patients (loss of control of vocal cords, stuttering, brain injury affecting speech, etc), Autistic patients and even patients with post-cancer laryngeal surgery. Any patient without the ability to utter speech could benefit from the communication device along with the added feature of wireless portability and the ability to save, print and post transcripts for their records.

Again, the UbiDuo is not in the business of replacing interpreters but rather in the business of providing greater communication freedom and choice in face-to-face situations. Over time this communication freedom will simply get better for us all.

Can you name other technology that has helped produce a shift in communication model thinking from deaf and hard of hearing people?

When an Idiot Suggests Prank Calls Using IP Relay

Of course, only a moron or mindless idiot would do this prank. This imbecile with a mental acuity of a 2 year old who thinks that doing a prank pizza call using an IP Relay service is loads of fun! Kind of like a 2 year old who gets his jollies poking his fingers into his own doody pile. It just really stinks. Never mind the guy is 21 years old. This guy really "Digg It" this prank idea enough to write up a suggestion on the "Digg It" forum on how to "prank your neighbor" thinking he/she is the most clever person in the world! My lawd..a genius! Even in the hearing world you have these morons who ruins it for the rest of the deaf and hard of hearing people who depend on IP Relay services to make their calls. This guy need to grow up.

Adversity and...the audacity of hope?

Location: Dog Canyon on the Sacramento Mountains in New Mexico near Alamogordo.

Here's another deaf guy named Stephen Hopson of Adversity University who prefers to use his voice in his (first ever) video blog, too. He's also a motivator and a professional speaker who travels alot doing speaking engangements. Check out his first video blog post of him speaking and him thanking me in his blog on helping him get started with the subtitling idea. Thanks to my captioned video blogs of me speaking that intrigued him about me. One thing for sure, people like me and Stephen Hopson are not afraid to use our voice to speak in front of a video camera or a crowd of people.

Adversity, we all face them at one time or another. For deaf and hard of hearing people, their adversity is hearing loss. The ability to speak and/or listen shouldn't be about the "audacity of hope" on achieving those things. Not with technology we have today and better educational understanding when it comes to early intervention for a deaf child or baby on developing better listening and speaking skills. Those things should be expected as achievable and very reachable goals and not some mundane "audacity of hope" kind of thing we're hearing about today. Maybe 40 years ago but certainly not today. And even less so 10, 20 and 30 years down the road when technology and, especially so, biotechnology will continue to change the landscape for those with hearing loss.

UPDATE: See an updated or a "redacted" version of "adversity" here.

Dissing those who Choose

Jamie Berke has undertaken a major decision in her life and is now chronicling her story in the blog section of About.com:Deafness beginning with her first blog “Starting a New Phase of Life” that began one week ago. Of course, I believe many deaf and hard of hearing people are in support of her decision to have her cochlear implant done since she is, after all, an adult. She is capable of making her own decision. Apparently, there are the very few “sour-minds” out there who actually think what Jamie did amount to a traitorous action against those who are culturally deaf (or in this case the “Deaf community”) as seen in comment # 15.

You are definitely a real TRAITOR to the deaf community especially your deaf blog! I was totally RIGHT about you being a turncoat to the deaf community. Why in the world you get the CI? What for? Comment by *Gasp For Air* — February 20, 2008 @ 11:52 am.

Morons who behave like anonymous cowards they are by going after deaf and hard of hearing people by calling them “traitors” or “turncoats” are not representative of the deaf and hard of hearing community, much less the Deaf community (at least I hope not). Or make snarky remarks on what Jamie Berke is doing is helping “stimulate the economy and make money for a few companies/individuals” - which shows an obvious lack of support by those who think otherwise about cochlear implantation by deaf adults who choose to have them. Remarks like those simply paint an even darker picture about the Deaf community to be seen by the public as “unyielding,” “unsupportive,” “maligning,” “one dimensional in thinking,” or even “abusive.” It certainly doesn’t help the Deaf community whenever people go around screaming “ AGBAD! AGBAD! AGBAD! " instead of coming back down to earth a bit and address “AG Bell” as, what else, “AG Bell.” But it's sometimes even worse when the few use "AGBAD" disengeniously as an "innocent" use of the acronym (several times over) in a letter addressed to AG Bell (of which I have a copy of) in a disparaging manner hoping for a courteous reply from them in return. Ya think?

Blogs and vlogs have their pros and cons when it comes to informing the public but by being visible to them these bloggers/vloggers have certain responsibilities when it comes to representing their deaf and hard of hearing community. Or in this case, the Deaf community. Acting like a bunch of juveniles do not help the cause.

But sometimes these “sourpuss” mind types go a bit farther and claim that all deaf children or babies belong to them, that is, the Deaf community by terming these deaf babies as "our" deaf children. The fact is, deaf babies belong to no one community except to the parents of that deaf child. Aside from that, blatherings continue elsewhere about the true “evilness” of cochlear implants and so on. Quite disconcerting to see these things happen. Imagine the public who have no idea what the Deaf community is like and see these kinds of things for the first time and they have a deaf child. Do you think hearing parents would want their deaf child to be sucked into that kind of a group who think and act like that? I wouldn't. So, don't act so surprised.

Granted, these kinds of people who act or behave like that are in the extreme minority among those in the Deaf community, at least I hoping that is the case here. But you know what? Deaf and hard of hearing people can do anything, even hear. It's time to get rid of that old cliche' by I. King Jordan's famous quote, "Deaf people can do anything, except hear." Whether it is a hearing aid or a cochlear implant the gift of sound is not to be taken for granted. It’s a beautiful thing to be able to experience the beauty of sound and many people do not realize just how powerful sounds are to those who enjoy them. Like me and many others.

And so I end this blog piece that whenever people who act like a "sourpuss" or those who insist on having a "sour-like mind" enough for you to wince and pucker up seeing them behave like juveniles certainly deserve my "Sour Puss Stamp" of the day.



Jamie, don't worry about these "sour-mind" types of people. You are an adult. You made the decision and that Deaf people have no right to tell you how you should think and behave.

The Oppression Game

Speaking in a vlog along with embedded subtitles does not oppress deaf people any more than movies, news or tv shows that carry captions or subtitles oppress deaf people. They don't. Some are claiming on what I do in my vlogs by speaking and adding subtitles oppress Deaf people which goes against the grain of common logic here. But to use that logic then their cries of demands that movies and tv shows be captioned/subtitled are actually oppresssing themselves? It'd be ludicrous to even think that. Either you are in favor of videos (i.e. talking roles) that carry caption/subtitle for the audience with hearing loss or you do not. It'd be a safe bet that most deaf and hard of hearing people are in favor of seeing more captioning on tv shows, movies, news and such.

So, there's nothing ironic about the preference to speak in a vlog if a person knows ASL who happens to have a hearing loss. As long as subtitles in talking vlogs are met then people shouldn't complain about accessibility communication issues. Otherwise if they do complain then I find it to be highly ironic because they should also complain about tv shows and movies having captions or subtitles as well! As for someone stating that I *claim* to know ASL, it's not a claim but a fact. There's at least one video of me signing last year when someone asked me a question in ASL, and I responded. But as for making personal vlogs, I prefer to speak. Nothing oppressive about that at all. None. Just the fact that some people do not like to have their sensibilities challenged with that idea.

Now, the crux of my argument in my recent blogs/vlogs about adding subtitles to ASL vlogs has always been that if a person has the means to do it (ie. knows English very well and can do the ASL to English conversion without much problems - like Seek Geo or Phil Bravin's subtitled ASL vlog where Phil Bravin is a very well known figure in the Deaf community because of DPN - - ), has access to a subtitling software and the time to do it but ultimately refuse to do it on the grounds of "ASL purity." Even after realizing the Deaf-Blind issue on the subject of communication access and need to feel inclusive, then I'd find the whole thing quite ironic seeing that these are the same people who also demanded that all tv shows and movies ought to be captioned.

What I've discussed was not about that all vloggers ought to have their vlogs subtitled but about those who already know how and can do the subtitling easily that simply begs the question. But then people try and counter that argument by using their own blog argument saying that by the simple act of blogging people are also denying access to those with vision problems. Not really because there are multitudes of software out there, some available for free, that come with the ability magnify texts and such to make a blog or website's texts readable. Even the Microsoft Explorer browser that you have right now comes with a built in magnifier program. It also has the ability to change text size in your browser by clicking on the "View" tab and then click on "Text size" and you have your choice of "smallest" to "largest" text size to choose from. So using the blog argument pretty much falls flat in this case.

Speaking about vlogs there is an interesting poll result I'd like to share with you. So far in my latest poll result some 70% out of 105 who responded to my poll question would like to see subtitles in ASL vlogs.

Granted, ASL vloggers have their right to decide whether they want to add subtitles, a transcript or even a summary with their vlogs. Though I never made the personal statement in my blogs or vlogs that Deaf people oppress other Deaf people. In actuality, I asked it in the form of a question to the readers in one of my blog update, "Is this a case of some Deaf vloggers oppressing Deaf-Blind by refusing to add subtitles?" as seen in my update. It was a conditional statement of mine, not an outright one.

Again, as for my speaking, I choose to speak in my vlogs. Accept that. Move on. Stop with the crying game. I'm happy with my choice and certainly my voice isn't a deaf one for those who actually believe that's the case. But in the case that you do have a problem with my choice then learn not to get into using puerile remarks. Instead, I'd rather see that issues discussed and not see juvenile remarks.

Building Bridges....?

Cochlear implants and hearing aids really do act as "bridges" between two worlds from one end to the next. Meaning that such devices help connect people with hearing loss with that of the hearing world. And not that they are per se "bridge builders" sounding much like some goodwill peace building effort. They are not. And they are certainly not "quick fixes" in the immediate sense because connecting with the hearing world can be a gradual process allowing time for adaptation to take place. The range of hearing loss is varied from mild to profound and hearing loss can occur while in the womb, as a young child or as an adult dealing with high frequency hearing loss (mild hearing loss) requiring a hearing aid that will certainly help quickly fix the problem to a good degree and re-establish the connection with the hearing world.

There are major differences when talking about connecting or bridging with the hearing world and that would be access to communication only versus access to communication and sound. An ASL interpreter or CART transcriber can help bridge the communication gap between deaf and hearing people (and to some extent the hearing world). But for a hearing aid or cochlear implant (and other soon to be advanced technological hearing devices) user it helps connect with hearing people and the hearing world of environmental sounds, music, and the verbal communication with the ability to understand and enjoy the melodious quality of other people’s voices. Yes, a melodious quality. These things have intrinsic value for the most of us. Most people cherish them more than others while others may simply not care for them for whatever reasons.

Here below is a video of the famous Tacoma Narrows bridge collapse in 1940 in Washington state. This bridge could be seen as representative of a "bridge to the hearing world" during a time throughout the 1950s, 60s, 70s or even 80s when hearing aid technology and oral education were somtime seen as "failures" by the Deaf community. And thus they are constantly "traumatized" thinking the engineering constructs of the past they've experienced are the same as today but they are not.



But as time moves forward better technology (digital hearing aids with artificial intelligence, cochlear implants, auditory neural implants, NanoEAR cochlea replacement, auditory brainstem implant, internet, cell phones, video phone, etc) coupled with better educational understanding and improved social services (e.g. relay services, interpreters, translitorators, CART, cued speech, etc) you get better and stronger bridges with the hearing world as time goes by, especially by those who are immersed in the world of sound who take advantages of such hearing technologies. The pace of technology is speeding up and has become more and more reliant.

This bridge of today has become increasingly more solid, increasingly longer and increasingly dependable where we get to see more interaction with more people nowadays. Larger gaps that effectively separate people from each other they are effectively being bridged with longer and more dependable bridges. There is no telling where technology and services will take us in the next 10 or 20 years. Bridging that large gap is something like having the world's longest bridge that's over a mile long. A time when a gap that wide once that impossible to close.



But we are just beginning to get better at building better access. Pretty soon we'll be building a bridge that's 18 miles long and that the separation from other people would no longer be a problem. Technology moves fast. Ideas move even faster. Choose wisely.

Japanese Sign Language

I remember during the summer of 1989 during Deaf Way at Gallaudet University when I was staying in a dormitory I met a young Japanese man whose name I have long forgotten. Like all other foreigners who came to Deaf Way communicated mostly by means of gesturing. Between me and the young Japanese guy we gestured some, showed each other pictures and then he gave me his business card (how typical!) with his home address in Japan. But I have not bothered to contact him all this time nor do I have his business card. Though I do have a picture of him somewhere in my house. And because of that I Googled up some Japanese Sign Language videos to check on a few things first.

Here are two interesting videos of a Japanese woman signing in Japanese Sign Language (JSL).



Did you get it? Any of you? Did you understand what she was saying? Speaking and/or the signing part? I seriously doubt any of you did at least not context-wise on what she was saying aside from recognizing one or two signs like 'writing" and "cold". I'm sure she had something important to say to her viewers out there but since there were no subtitles in this one you wouldn't know, right? Felt a bit left out and wished you could understand her? Yeah, kind of like the people who watch vlogs in ASL wouldn't know either. Not knowing if ASL vloggers had something important to say or discuss, or maybe just a bunch of juvenile gibberish and hand waving.

The next video below is subtitled in both English and Japanese. But since most of you readers in here wouldn't know what she was saying and I'd say that the English subtitle along with JSL is a godsend rather than seen as "distracting." At least with the English subtitle you could gather what each of the Japanese signs may mean.

Arrigato!



Now, with subtitles people from other countries can learn sign language from other each other. Without subtitles embedded with sign language videos, how can people learn another language? Since vlogs from the United States are one of the most watched vlogs over the internet because English is an internationally used language, spoken or in print. Another reason to include subtitles in vlogs just like putting them in helps the Deaf-Blind people understand vlogs in ASL.

Access or no access, that is the question.

In terms of better access, would you like to see ASL vlogs be subtitled?
	Yes!
	No!
	I am not sure
pollcode.com free polls

See "No Subtitles for Patty" and "The Advantages of Subtitles on Vlogs."

Subtitled vlogs can be done in any written language format such as English, Spanish, French and so on. Depending on where you are and the audience you are targeting, the idea is about communication access for those who know little or no sign language. Sign language could be in ASL, BSL, Italian Sign Language, Swedish Sign Language, PSE, SEE and so on.

No Subtitles for Patty

References made in my video blog:

Patty - The DeafBlind's Musing and The Expatriate.
Seek Geo - a Deaf vlogger who signs and use subtitles for his videos.

"The Forest" by Jason Stewart

Here's a subtitled video of a "Lifelike Expressive Avatars" in a proof-of-concept experiment using computer animation.

Vcom3D and the Laurent Clerc National Deaf Education Center of Gallaudet University are researching and developing a proof-of-concept system for creating and delivering animated stories using the full range of facial expression and body language of American Sign Language, as well as manual signs. Results from this Phase I proof-of-concept will provide the basis for developing an Authoring System and run-time software for creating these animated stories.

I suppose in 10 or 15 years from now we'll have computer animation so life like a human being wouldn't be able to tell from a real person or a computer animated one.

The Advantages of Subtitles on Vlogs

About my vloggings and subtitles (see here and here), my message was not about forcing anyone to add subtitles. I cannot force ASL vloggers to add subtitle any more than I can force  Jimmy Carter to give up peanut farming. What I have clearly suggested in my vlogs is that adding subtitles is an opportunity to reach more people. It is simple as that. Yes, it does take time to add subtitles but if you have ideas, concerns, questions, beliefs or whatever and you want to talk about and share them, what better way to spread that message of thought to more people rather than just to a limited number of ASL using people?

It's not about because "95% of the hearing people who vlog do not add subtitles" that justifies ASL using vloggers to not add subtitles just to "get back at them." That's a rather wrong approach on addressing communication access issues. It's about going above them and be an example of what subtitles are all about. It's really about making an example of those hearing vloggers who refuse to add subtitles. Just as Seek Geo prefers to sign, he takes the time to add subtitles. The same goes for me, I prefer to speak but I take the time to add subtitles. It's not about me not understanding ASL, I understand those ASL vlogs fine with or without subtitles. It's not about me...it's about THEM! The people out there who may (or may not) want to watch your video and see what YOU have to say. The power of words can be seen in subtitles. Adding subtitles gives you a bigger audience and potentially a bigger audience to side with you on issues like, perhaps, the AG Bell thing. Think more broadly about the potential on what subtitles can do for you and how you want to get your message out. Will it be a limited message, or a message that crosses more boundaries and reach more people?

If anything, you should consider adding subtitles as a tactical move on your part as your overall strategy to garner more and more support for your cause. Because of me, more people are starting to take the time to add subtitles to get their message across. Even Seek Geo, a Deaf ASL vlogger, is having an effect, too. Somebody had to do this first and that's why I take the time to add subtitles to my vlogs to reach out more people that way. It's working and I am smiling.

And lastly, I don't have eyes in the back of my head to read ALL the vlogs and blogs out there, deaf and hearing, including the umpteen number of websites I regular go to. Just because somebody posted a vlog does not means that I will get to see it and respond to it. My time is limited and I get on the internet when I can and catch up on things. I have things I do outside of the internet involving my family, kids, exercing and piano playing. So, don't get mad or upset just because I haven't responded. It could simply mean that I haven't seen your vlog or blog. If you are seeking a response from me then it would be best to get in contact with me via email and let me know. I'll do my best to answer your questions.

UPDATE: A Deaf-Blind reader/watcher responded on Kokonut Pundit about subtitles on vlogs and makes a very good point.

As a Deaf-Blind person, I truly appreciate subtitling in vlogs because I am legally blind now. It does help a lot to be still involved in the v/blogosphere with the subtitles. If there wasn't any, I wouldn't complain because I visit a lot of blogs.

And I can't help but wonder some of the leaders in the ASL vlogging, especially those already technically-savvy, refuse to add subtitles not realizing that there are Deaf-Blind people out there who could use the extra help on seeing both signing and subtitling at the same time. Is this a case of some Deaf vloggers oppressing Deaf-Blind by refusing to add subtitles? What an interesting perspectiving coming from one Deaf-Blind reader/watcher who really appreciates any subtitles to a vlog.

There are blurring of motions, including any signing; and the lack of video definition which is not the same as watching a high definition TV sometimes make it hard to follow any signing! I would suspect it'd be harder to follow for some Deaf-Blind readers/watchers of vlogs? But these video definition and speed are certainly improving over time as technology continues to improve for our benefits.

UPDATE II: Patty, "TheExpatriate," who is Deaf-Blind, (as well as many other Deaf-Blind people who are sometimes considered to be at the bottom of the Deaf-totem pole when it comes communication access) Ihave a question, how do you feel about Carl's decision not to add captions/subtitles in future vlogs? And I am now wondering how many Deaf vloggers actually share Carl's decision? It certainly does not sound like a good solution to do that. Just my take.

Below is what Patty feels about the Deaf community who do not think about people like Patty's on their need for communication access when it comes to vlogging.

Please keep in mind, the Deaf-Blind community is really at the bottom of the totem pole, struggling to be seen, heard and recognized. It does not really help that our peers, the Deaf community, responds in this manner whether they realise it or not.

Indeed. Quite ironic given how some Deaf vloggers refusal to put in subtitles when they have the ability and the means to do so. Please visit Patty's blogsite. I'm sure she'll have something to share for all to read whether it's deaf related or not.

FYI, I once had a deaf-blind roommate in Dorm-5 (Carlin Hall) I was at Gallaudet University that was shared with a smart roomie who had cerebral-palsy. Just learning about his world as a Deaf-Blind person opened a lot of different perspectives about life and struggling with that kind of a disability. It's not easy.

May The Schwartz Be With You!

I sometimes get a bit surprised or have an eyebrow raised whenever someone tries to use his or her professional stature to try and evoke an appeal using emotions by twisting certain things here and there. And at the same time take advantage of the human mind to try and invoke negative feelings subconsciously so. But isn’t that what lawyers do anyway? Ok, I’ll refrain from bad lawyer jokes here.

Right now I am trying to figure out this Schwartz letter.

Is this a personal letter or an official letter coming from a law professor whose letter has Syracuse University’s letterhead with the logo on it? Is this an approved use of the letterhead for external communications with PepsiCo, NAD and AGBell and that Prof. Schwartz is representing Syracuse University on their behalf his opinions about AGBell’s letter to PepsiCo? Or is this a personal letter only on his own behalf and not the university? What are the reasons for using a letter with Syracuse University’s logo on it as the letterhead in the first place?

My next question (and I’m just merely pointing them out here folks so don’t try and read too much into all this…again….just dissecting it) is the use of the acronym “AGBAD” in Schwartz’s letter. Why “AGBAD”? Is this an attempt to somehow place into the minds of PepsiCo officials, subconsciously so, that AGBell is really B.A.D.? Not once, but eight times in the letter with the acronym “AGBAD” in a not so easy-to-miss capital letters? Peppered visibly so throughout? If Schwartz had not noticed not too long ago, in fact yesterday, NAD produced a letter addressing to AG Bell as “AGBell” and certainly not “AGBAD” eight different times. Yet Schwartz’s letter was CC-ed to AGBell, NAD and PepsiCo which may make it even worse. I am sure that Schwartz will get a letter from AGBell apprising him on the correct use of acronym and not “AGBAD.” I suppose Schwartz might try and plead innocent or ignorance on the proper use of an acronym or abbreviation for the Alexander Graham Bell organization. But doing so would not be very professional-like or even believable coming from a Deaf university law professor.

So, I guess this letter of his is really more of an emotionally-laden filled letter type rather than a professional letter coming from a university professor while using the Syracuse University letterhead in his letter on Syracuse University’s behalf? Or is this really a personal letter that has nothing to do with Syracuse University? This needs to be explained to me and the readers.

Perhaps the letter would be more receptive and believable had Schwartz used “AGBell” or the full title “Alexander Graham Bell Association for the Deaf and Hard of Hearing” instead? The use “AGBADHH” might be okay to use but AGBell’s internet address is http://www.agbell.org/ and not http://www.agbad.org/ so I guess the proper use of the acronym is really “AGBell.”

Next is the invocation of the ever so famous use (but overly used) of a Nazi’s comparison in an argument known as “Godwin’s Law.” When it comes to demonizing an organization, a company or a person it’s best to insert a Nazi slant and somehow equivocate Hitler’s action of genocide against deaf and hard of hearing people of the past to that of, for example, AGBell’s philosophy and actions of today. And all this is coming from a Deaf university law professor? What else is new? Will Schwartz plead ignorance on that one, too? It really does beg the question here which is why I'm writing this.

And now we have Schwartz frowning about the myth-making comments when he did the same thing himself in his own letter, ironically so. There is no “millions of deaf and hard-of-hearing Americans” who “see their deafness as a rich cultural phenomenon rooted in American Sign Language.” It’d be misleading and imprecise since how many millions are there in “millions” of deaf and hard of hearing American people that use ASL? Two? Five? Ten? Maybe it’s one hundred millions? That'd be nirvana for some people. Actually, it’d be more like less than a million according to my own 14 page research result that I did some 4 years ago questioning the number of culturally deaf people in the United States that use ASL. It is certainly not “millions” which can easily stretch the imaginations of anybody’s mind making it appear bigger when it’s not. Schwartz might want to come down to earth a little bit and at least use something that’s a bit more believably factual. Not doing so is kind of like hearing a famous misquote of Carl Sagan’s “Billions and billions of stars in the galaxy.” Exactly how many billions are there anyway in "billions and billions"? Exactly how many “millions” are there in millions just to be fair?

As far as I can tell, imho, this Schwartz letter was purposely made known for the Deaf community and public in the express purpose to continue with the aggrandizing, scape-goating, baiting and slamming of an organization that has a different philosophical belief. I may be wrong but please point them out for me if that is the case. This Schwartz letter does not at all help with any future fruitful dialogues between AGBell and the Deaf community where philosophies differ greatly. It just made things worse...probably.

What also doesn’t help in this situation is seeing an emotionally-laden letter coming from a Deaf law professor who uses a letter containing a letterhead of a university logo making a personal case either for himself or onSyracuse University’s behalf on the opinion about AGBell (tell me which one, Schwartz, so all this can be cleared up for my readers here). Again, does Syracuse University agree with Schwartz’s opinion in his letter since it is a letter with a letterhead of Syracuse University’s logo? But the question now is how would the public see this letter when compared with that of NAD’s letter now that they are made known public? Is it professionalism that the public sees or paranoia filled with hyperboles for the sake of stirring the pot even more?

This drama is certainly getting stranger by the minute. It may be “ballsy” but certainly not Spaceballs....yet.

May the Schwartz be with you!

My Decision on Signing

Here's my video blog about my decision on signing plus a few other things on my mind in regard to technology and subtitling your video blogs. If you like to talk and use your voice be sure to tune in and watch my video blog if you are thinking about producing your own video blog someday soon. Excuse the video since I am still fighting my cold for more than 12 days. Sigh..



References made in my video blog:


Recent survey poll about "Uncle Bob's House."

"Uncle Bob's House" video spoof.

Seek Geo.